imra's journal

assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh :)

hi, call me imra/imok. 24. i'm a/an: ENFP, muslimah, wife, proud indonesian, dentist (wannabe), parents-complex daughter, and part-timer otaku.

this daily journal is basically a small window of my life. i write about everything, whether it's important or not. sometimes, it's not even serious. so don't expect too much from this blog. don't try to judge me based on my writings, because i'm much more complicated than you could imagine. and i never mean to hurt anyone by my words, so pardon me if somehow i offended you. last but not least, i've been writing here for more than 5 years, people changes, so do i. thanks, happy reading.

Sep 6, 2017

twisted

i have such a twisted personality.

i'm accustomed being alone and doing everything by myself.
on the other side, i'm easly get lonely and depressed, but i'm really pissed when someone tried to disturb my loneliness.

i thought that being independent is my merit, that's why i hate those which couldn't stand for themselves or act quickly. but i also have this procrastination habit.

i'm allergic to attentiveness, especially from males (seriously, i really hate cringy conversations). tho truthfully i need emotional support from a close partner more than anything.

oh Allah, how should i solve this?

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